Hello,

This will be my last post for January. Haven't really been posting much, but its time for an update :)


Well...I finally have my very own car, I didn't buy it, I leased it. It's a 2008 Honda Civic in atomic blue metallic. I gave up half of my savings and gotta take care of monthly payments, but its worth it. It feels good to not have to share my moms car and to drive wherever I want whenever I want (although not really cause as long as I'm living with the folks they still have a say in where I go, lol). But, its a vast improvement! I'm still working at Express and I'm starting to enjoy it a little more. I mostly enjoy it when I do floor set or work in the back room. I'm still waiting to hear from grad schools. Should be hearing mid next month or early march. I pray to God that I get into a good school and into the one that is right for me.

Other than all that good stuff, I've just been living, loving, and laughing.

:)

I really do believe I have the greatest and most unique friends in the world.



p.s. Success! Candace created a blog!

Life

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, maybe some of it unnecessary.

Naturally, I'm a worrier. My dad says that its a good quality because it shows that I care a great deal about things. I kinda, sorta agree, however, sometimes i feel like it hinders me. There have been moments when I did not take advantage of certain opportunities because of my worries and fears. I don't want that to happen this year, but i can't seem to shake my "what if" thoughts concerning graduate school. I don't know what I'm going to to do if i don't get accepted into the schools that I applied to, I don't have a plan B. Quite honestly I don't want a freakin plan B. I want to get into U of M again, and get my Ph.D. and be happy. I don't want any set backs. Two of the schools that I applied to are in Chicago...that's another issue. I'm very close to my family and have never been separated from them (yes, i've been away at school, but U of M was only 45 mins away) being in another state (granted only about 4 hours away) scares the shit out of me. There is no doubt that the experience of being on my own would make me a stronger person, it's just a scary thought, being away from my family and friends in another state full of strangers. Northwestern University if my second choice. I would be so happy and thankful if i get accepted there because its a very good school. The only thing I can do is try to think positively and just wait to hear back from the schools. and pray :)

I'll have to make a lot of important decisions this year, but life is full of important decisions.

why not, ey?

Since a couple of my friends have an account on here, i decided to create one also. I have a livejournal account, but only one friend on there, so its not really that fun hehehe. I'll try to keep this updated with new happenings. so just chill, 'til the next episode... hahaha