Let me tell you. . .

. . .how much I dislike stupid ho's who flirt and get all cutesy-wootsy with other girls' guys, when THEY THEMSELVES have a man.

Crap

I just found out that my graduate program requires me to take a test before I can take the required statistics course. Laaaaame. I suck at "entrance" type test/exams, so now I'm freaking out that I'll never be able to take this damn stats course, which I just want to get over with as quickly as possible because I hate math. Straight up.

But Our Hearts are Strong and Our Hearts are Kind

Baby, it's been a long day
Baby, things ain't been going my way
You know I need you here, you clear my mind,
All the time

And Baby, the way you move me it's crazy,
It's like you see right through me, you make it easier,
You please me, you don't even have to try

Because,
You are the best thing
You are the best thing
You are the best thing
That ever happened to me

Baby, we've come a long way
Baby, you know I hope and I pray that you'll believe me,
When I say this love will never fade away

(Chorus)

Now both of us have known love before,
To come on all promising like the spring
Just to walk on out the door
But our hearts are strong and our hearts are kind,
Now let me tell you just exactly what is on my mind,

(Chorus)

Motown Philly

I'm sitting in a coffee shop right on the campus of UPenn. I'm waiting for my friend Melissa, whom I'm visiting, to get out of her lab. Outside, the air is cool and the skies are overcast. I'm not as upbeat and happy as I thought I was going to be, and a large reason for it is that my ex-boyfriends mother passed away on Wednesday. She was a sweet, lovely and strong woman and I'm glad that I was able to spend time with her and get to know her a little. She did not deserve to be in pain and I hope that she passed away peacefully. I will miss her presence on this earth.

Everyone has their own way of grieving over a lost one. But to bring a smile to your face it's important that you celebrate the life that the person lived and to keep pleasant memories close.

We will all meet again

A Moment

They say, "Time heals all wounds."

I think it's weird how at times, certain memories can be so vivid--they feel so real and you feel like you're reliving the moment right then and there as you think about it. But, with the passing of time, those same memories can seem so distant to a point where you try to relive it, but it just doesn't feel the same. No matter how hard you try to hold onto them, you can't, and they just blend in with the rest of your thoughts. It could be that your mind--your body, is trying to bury them for your greater good because it knows that the existence of those memories are too painful, too toxic for your sanity. Regardless of whether those memories are living or not, and whether your wounds have healed, we are still left with the experience. . . and that is something that will stay with you always.

Black River Killer

This is a great song. Enjoy!

Blitzen Trapper- Black River Killer

Grrrrrr

I'm so incredibly annoyed right now. With who or what I won't divulge.

Stupid Facebook

I'm back on facebook. LOL. I realized that's way too long to be off of it, my friend told me that she missed me on there and I missed being on it too. This doesn't mean i'm gonna be on it as much as I used to be, I still have a goal. This is the longest i've made it without it, maybe one day I'll be able to leave it all together. . .maybe. ha.

Reckoner

I never get tired of this song, and the last 45 seconds are amazingly beautiful.

LENT

I know that Ash Wednesday marked the beginning of Lent, so technically I should have given up what I did that day...but yesterday I deactivated my Facebook account for Lent. I unconsciously singed on today (literally I didn't know that I had signed in until I saw the home page and I was like "Dam*it!" and reactivating is so freakin' easy) so I'm starting over today. I really hope I can last until April, it is a big feat for me. I think it will do my heart and mind a world of good though...I have my reasons. I've marked my calendar already, so here we go!